In the course of last year I have come to discover how God truly speaks to me. Many people would say the gut feeling that you feel that you should or shouldn't be doing something. Yap! That’s what I am talking about, the instincts on what move to take.
I have come to evaluate my past and I have realized that every time I did not listen to my intuition, it was like walking away from God's voice. I have been very stubborn with my intuition and my gut feelings. Every time God speaks to me I am like, "really, I need to be open minded, or humble, you know, keep an open mind, I shouldn't judge maybe I am being irrational, or let me be patient and just see what happens then I will decide". When all the time the "intuition" or the "gut" is really God speaking!
I am making a decision to stop being stubborn and to always trust my intuition. If that's how God is speaking to me I don't want to miss on his Blessing. I can testify that those deep gut feelings in my life have always turned to be right. It's not easy though, because every time I have had to stand on my gut, the road has been really rough. Lots of opposition, I have been told to stop, or some mean words have come my way, I have been told its impossible or the journey I am about to take will not be possible for me to cross over. Or worse I have been completely ignored, yes it can be that bad!! That's how my life as far as God speaking to me has always been. It’s always been very tough.
That reminds me on the word of God in Mathew 11:12 that say that the Kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force. Isn't that crazy how difficult this can be thinking everything should be easy peasy if it's from God. Believe me at times you got to fight physically and spiritually. I want to always be able to be in touch with my intuition regardless of the objections around me.
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